Help!

Christmas Party. Tomorrow. At My House.

Can't. Stop. Panicking.

Creepy Christmas

My landlord slipped a handwritten card under my door. I find this strange. I was wondering if I was the only one that got one. So I may have gone over to my neighbor's door who I know was out of town for the holidays and slipped a letter opener around to see if he has one waiting.

Didn't feel one.

So is this normal? I really want to say no. My friend C said a generic happy holidays! card would have been appropriate but this was just plain weird. I hope I don't have to move.

Now THAT'S a Christmas present!

Sitting on the bridge in Fitchburg

Wasteful

Sitting in traffic trying to get back to work and I'm pretty sure (judging by the smell) the guy in the SUV just threw a lit joint out the window. Doesn't he know we are in the middle of an economic crisis? DO NOT WASTE YOUR POT.

I'd have to delete all the things I wrote about you

My psychologist at the end of my session yesterday: You seemed really tense today. (*It's not that he's terribly perceptive, I was screaming throughout my entire hour) Have you ever tried writing out a letter to let someone know how you feel? Except you don't send it?

Me: Yeah.....except if you're going through all that effort I think you should send it.

Him: That's really not the point.

Me: I'm just saying. I've written things on my blog that make me feel kinda better but...

Him: Oh, you have a blog?

Me: Oh SWEET CHRIST don't look for it.

Him: Why not?

Me: I'd have to delete all the things I wrote about you.

Fitchburg, MA

So some more pics of my neighborhood. This was later in the day of the ice storm and it was pretty cold. This is the side street that I walk down to get to Main St.

This is the front of this little area. No dogs allowed in here though.

You could still see the ice on the trees in the far off distance.

This is a memorial for WWI and it's the middle of the tiny common on Main St.

This is the old armory which is now the senior center. Where we ran into C's parents taking her grandmother because no one had any power. After we came back from a walk there was a bus load of seniors being jammed into the center and onto cots.